xx-- I want to say.... I'M SORRY! -- >>

I want to say I'm sorry 

for many reasons left unsaid
I want to say I miss you 

and the life that we once led
I want to be forgiven 

and forgive myself as well
I want to hold my head up high 

and no longer sit and dwell...

How do you learn to love yourself 

after perfecting self-hate?
I want to shout ' I miss you so' 

yet knowing I'm too late
So much time has already passed 

but one thing remains
The thought of you brings warmth to me

and that will never change ...

We all make mistakes in life, 

Lord knows I've made a few
Please know that doesn't change the fact 

I truly cared for you
The love we shared may have been brief, 

and now it's just our past
But the impact that you have left on me 

will never ever last ...

No matter where we go from here, 

no matter where we've been
What I miss most of all, 

is not my lover, it's my friend!